I miss my best friend. I don’t know what to do with myself most days. I talked to him every day for like seven years. How the hell is someone just supposed to get over that ?
I don’t make coffee anymore because he would bring me it every morning. I don’t smoke anymore because I don’t want to be reminded of him. My family vacations are empty because he’s been there for four years and now he’s not. I can’t plan my future because he was my future, whatever that meant for me.
i’m so tired of my heart burning in my throat. i can’t wait until i can think of something else.